“Twenty Thousand Miles” / Quick Catch-Up

I’m recording a new EP.

We’re in the studio this morning. Jeremy is tuning his drums while Aaron sets up microphones and runs wires. Ben Jones is also on his laptop. I can’t see what he’s doing, but I’m guessing it’s something cool. We still miss Lindsey (in London) and Ben A. (Raleigh), but 4 out of 6 isn’t bad and later, the new guy Ross will drop in to play piano.

As for me, I’m sitting here at my (t)rusty old laptop, drinking coffee, reminiscing on the last three weeks in the UK and uploading the rest of the tracks for the live album. England was good. It felt like when you find an old shirt you haven’t worn in half-a-decade, but it still fits. You forgot about the hole under the sleeve and the stain near the collar, so those are new again, but it still fits. It was great to spend time with people I dearly love, and Heather got to come with me (!!) so it was even better. I miss England almost every day, but it’s nice to know it’s still there any time I can get back.

“Twenty Thousand Miles”.

By the time you read this, the new album will be available (here!). It’s weird to listen back to these – they were from the very first of last fall’s tour dates, in August and September. It’s interesting to hear how the songs have changed since then; flourishes added or dropped… I think things like asphalt and exhaustion are the proverbial water and sunlight for songs, you can practice as much as you want at home, but until they live on the road, they never bloom.

That said, I’m still really happy with this live album. You can hear the absolute silence of the living rooms, the unfazed chatter of a bar, the crickets of a backyard. I think it captures the experience, for better and worse. LIstening back to these, I am instantly exhausted, which I think is the mark of a good live recording – if it takes you back to that moment (in this case, exhaustion, or the frustration at the loss of my voice) then it’s a good live recording.

Bringing the conversation full-circle, the purpose of releasing this album is to raise money to pay for the studio time I’m using right now. I would just give it away otherwise. I thought about doing a kickstarter, but it just didn’t seem like the right time for that. Maybe later this year when I start work on the next album. For now, I’m hoping to sell enough of these that I can pay for the EP, then sell enough of the EP while I’m on the road to… well, you get it.

I hope this finds you well, wherever you are. I’m really behind on e-mails, but if you want me to come to your place for a house show, drop me a line. I’ll be back to working on booking all week next week. (booking(at)leviweaver(dot)com)

See you soon!

-Levi

P.S. I asked Ben what he was checking on his computer and it was painfully boring, so instead I’m telling you that he was inventing a new note – it’s halfway between the quarter-tone between C and C#, and it’s called C-Black-Icy. the sign is C^. it’s not discernibly different (from C) to most human ears, so we’re going to be making an album for dogs soon.



Tour Dates 2012

This doesn’t count as a proper blog entry, but here it is: the tour routing for 2012. These are, of course, just the first rough draft. If you live near one of the cities and would like to host it, let me know. (i.e. “Denver” could mean “Colorado Springs” or “Fort Collins” or “Greeley”, etc. etc.)

If you’re interested in hosting a show, please e-mail me: booking (at) leviweaver (dot) com

LEG ONE:
Th 3.8: Orlando, FL
Fr 3.9: Savannah, GA
Sa 3.10: Atlanta, GA
Su 3.11: Anniston / Birmingham / Tuscaloosa AL
Mo 3.12: Lafayette, LA
Tu 3.13: Houston, TX
We-Su 3.14-18: SXSW (Austin, TX)

LEG TWO:
Th 3.29: Dallas, TX
Fr 3.30: Roswell, NM
Sa 3.31: Phoenix, AZ
Su 4.1: Redlands, CA
Mo 4.2: Los Angeles, CA
Tu 4.3: Palmdale, CA
We 4.4: Newman, CA
Th 4.5: Visalia, CA
Fr 4.6: Fresno, CA
Sa 4.7: San Francisco, CA
Su 4.8: Reno, NV

LEG THREE:
We 4.18: Corvallis, OR
Th 4.19: Portland, OR
Fr 4.20: Seattle, WA
Sa 4.21: Spokane, WA
Su 4.22: Rexburg / Pocatello, ID
Mo 4.23: Salt Lake City, UT
Tu 4.24: (Western Colo / S. Utah)
We 4.25: Denver, CO
Th 4.26: Cheyenne, WY
Fr 4.27: Omaha, NE
Sa 4.28: Minneapolis, MN
Su 4.29: Chicago, IL

LEG FOUR:
Th 5.10: Chicago, IL
Fr 5.11: St. Louis, MO
Sa 5.12: Nashville, TN
Su 5.13: Indianapolis, IN
Mo 5.14: Columbus, OH
Tu 5.15: Detroit, MI
We 5.16: Toronto, ON
Th 5.17: Montreal, QC
Fr 5.18: Providence, RI / Boston, MA
Sa 5.19: Connecticut
Su 5.20: New York City

LEG FIVE:
Th 5.31: New York City
Fr 6.1: Philadelphia, PA
Sa 6.2: Paeonian Springs, VA
Su 6.3: Baltimore, MD
Mo 6.4: Norfolk, VA
Tu 6.5: Lynchburg, VA
We 6.6: Raleigh, NC
Th 6.7: Charlotte, NC
Fr 6.8: Savannah, GA
Sa 6.9: Atlanta, GA
Su 6.10: Nashville, TN

LEG SIX:
Th 6.21: New Orleans / Baton Rouge, LA
Fr 6.22: Lafayette, LA
Sa 6.23: Houston, TX
Su 6.24: Austin, TX
Mo 6.25: San Antonio, TX
Tu 6.26: Burleson, TX
We 6.27: Lubbock, TX
Th 6.28: Roswell, NM
Fr 6.29: Phoenix, AZ
Sa 6.30: Los Angeles, CA
Su 7.1: Visalia, CA

LEG SEVEN:
Fr 7.13: Fresno, CA
Sa 7.14: San Francisco, CA
Su 7.15: Reno, NV
Mo 7.16: Corvallis, OR
Tu 7.17: Portland, OR
We 7.18: Seattle, WA
Th 7.19: Spokane, WA
Fr 7.20: Idaho
Sa 7.21: Salt Lake City, UT
Su 7.22: Denver, CO
Mo 7.23: Omaha, NE
Tu 7.24: St. Louis, MO
We 7.25: Minneapolis, MN
Th 7.26: Chicago, IL
Fr 7.27: Columbus, OH
Sa 7.28: Pittsburgh, PA
Su 7.29: Philadelphia, PA

LEG EIGHT:
Th 8.8: Boston / Providence
Fr 8.9: New York City
Sa 8.10: Norfolk, VA
Su 8.11: Lynchburg, VA
Mo 8.12: Raleigh, NC
Tu 8.13: Charlotte, NC
We 8.14: Atlanta, GA
Th 8.15: Nashville, TN



“PTWS”

Post-Tour Weirdness Syndrome

A few years ago after a tour, I found myself in the shower at 11am, drinking. I was fully aware that it was not the sort of behavior that leads to anything good, but that was the only thing that made sense to do, given my state of mind.

I’ve done a few tours since, and have come to realize that what I was feeling was not permanent. Nor was it a one-time thing. I always feel this way when I get home. I’ve been less forthcoming with really personal information online lately, but I want to write this out. Maybe it will help someone else. Or maybe I can get some feedback on if I’m the only person that feels this way. Here’s a quick run-down of what PTWS looks like.

1. I have a massive to-do list, but every single one of the items looks impossible. You know, impossible things like “deposit checks” and “clean up the music room”. (There are also actual impossible things like “call the insurance company and sort out last year’s medical bills” and “catch up on three months’ worth of emails.) When I can’t pick one, I resort to playing a baseball game on my phone. Or Words with Friends. Or anything that doesn’t require any effort or engagement. At the end of the day, I’m further behind, so I’m a bit miffed at myself.

2. I don’t want to talk to anyone. Nothing personal, all you people I’ve talked to this week, but every interaction I have with anyone is because I know I have to, not because I want to.

3. I have absolutely paralyzing self-doubt about my choice in profession. About the future of this business in general, and my place in it. I fixate on all the worst possible scenarios, most of which involve me being unable to shake this, running off my family, (even though my wife is a champion and has never indicated anything but eternal and undying love.) and ending up a desperate old homeless man. It’s silly when I write it out and look at it. But that’s where my thoughts go.

4. I feel incapable of feeling any emotion except brief strong irritation at things like politics or not being able to find my keys or traffic. I don’t feel profound sadness or happiness or anything. Just quick bursts of near-rage. Everything else is pretty muted and behind a thick gray shield.

Fortunately, I know this is all temporary, and soon I’ll be back to my normal self. I haven’t been drinking in the shower. I’m not taking any drastic steps, or planning my grand “I quit” speech. I know I’ll be back soon. I’ll enjoy time with friends, and I’ll clean my music room, and I’ll be happy again. I have a trip to England coming up, and I kinda think that will do the trick. Heather is coming with me, which will help even more. I have more tour dates coming up in the Spring, and I’ll have to book those. I have some songs that I’m going to try to record before then. Having gone through it before is kind of an anchor now, reminding me that I’ve been here before, and it’s not a permanent thing.

Do any of you go through this? If so, what’s your trigger? Is there some specific thing you’ve noticed that causes it? And do you have any tricks for snapping out of it?